offering: Astarion, Baldur's Gate III. seeking: The Dark Urge, Baldur's Gate III.
preferences/notes: - I'm looking for explicit, on-the-page smut with someone who enjoys writing erotic poetry about meat and fluids and nasty toxic kink as much as I do.
- I like the "Urge who is still resisting and pre-ritual Astarion" vibe, and I'm down for them to be trying to help each other be better while matching each other's freak. They can like each other or this can be carnal hatesex, but I'm interested in an overarching and building relationship rather than a one-off smut scene.
- If we have writing chemistry I'd also potentially consider threads where one or both of them make the "dark" choices. I've played through the "raid the Grove, pop the Inn, bow to Daddy" route and can play Ascended Astarion so long as everything is still consensual in both directions.
- Also very interested in exploration of trauma and messy bad victimhood; "ESH never involve anybody in what you've got going on" kind of epic romance and deeply twisted fluff; silly text thread intermission; coming up with an overarching plot (happy to NPC the, well, NPCs) or playing in AU universes so we aren't rehashing the tadpoles.
- If you're Durge-familiar but don't have a journal I am potentially also open to a different character (crosscanon?) crowbarred into the Dark Urge role, let's talk.
- I generally tag back at least once daily. I can "boomerang" if we're awake at the same time but I'm a multi-paragraph rambler so it can sometimes it take a hot second just to write the tag. I have plurk and discord but I take a while to warm up past just "tagging partners" so don't feel obliged to chat.
Baldur's Gate III | Astarion/The Dark Urge
seeking: The Dark Urge, Baldur's Gate III.
preferences/notes:
- I'm looking for explicit, on-the-page smut with someone who enjoys writing erotic poetry about meat and fluids and nasty toxic kink as much as I do.
- I like the "Urge who is still resisting and pre-ritual Astarion" vibe, and I'm down for them to be trying to help each other be better while matching each other's freak. They can like each other or this can be carnal hatesex, but I'm interested in an overarching and building relationship rather than a one-off smut scene.
- If we have writing chemistry I'd also potentially consider threads where one or both of them make the "dark" choices. I've played through the "raid the Grove, pop the Inn, bow to Daddy" route and can play Ascended Astarion so long as everything is still consensual in both directions.
- Also very interested in exploration of trauma and messy bad victimhood; "ESH never involve anybody in what you've got going on" kind of epic romance and deeply twisted fluff; silly text thread intermission; coming up with an overarching plot (happy to NPC the, well, NPCs) or playing in AU universes so we aren't rehashing the tadpoles.
- If you're Durge-familiar but don't have a journal I am potentially also open to a different character (crosscanon?) crowbarred into the Dark Urge role, let's talk.
- I generally tag back at least once daily. I can "boomerang" if we're awake at the same time but I'm a multi-paragraph rambler so it can sometimes it take a hot second just to write the tag. I have plurk and discord but I take a while to warm up past just "tagging partners" so don't feel obliged to chat.
Links: permissions and information including some au ideas + smut prefs but also my personal yes/no/maybe list for writing smut. and if you just want to fling me a starter instead of pussyfooting around in dms here's my open post.
Contact: here, or my contact post, or pm me!