offering: astrid becke (critical role: the mighty nein)
seeking: caleb and/or eadwulf (critical role: the mighty nein)
preferences/notes: I'd love to play out some complicated astrid/caleb. give it all to me, from codependence to will-they-won't-they that applies just as much to the possibility of hurting each other as it does to fucking. exes who can't shake each other is a trope I'm very into and blumendrei is so extremely up my alley that I side eye liam o'brien. I want to sink my teeth into the interrupted love and familiarity between astrid and caleb, the lingering fondness, the dangerous game of "can I trust you" and "I would hurt you if I needed to," her struggle to go along with caleb's plan and not kill trent, her denied catharsis (that technically gets denied a second time because she's unfortunately just an npc in her canon). I want aus where they reunite earlier in canon or where she's involved in taking trent down again in blumenthal. I want everything from exploring resentments to potential healing to wildly conflicted sex and affection between exes who don't quite know what they'll do with each other but share a bond that shaped them dramatically, one that no one but these three can fully understand. I also want to dig into how she and eadwulf dealt with the loss of bren (and the return of caleb), how they may have learned the full truth about trent's manipulations, what their relationship was like "offscreen" and the depth of their trust in each other and what harrowing adventures they had on their own. absolutely down for three-way threads (and actual threesomes) if both characters can be found.
some things I enjoy, just hoping to attract others into the same things: enemies to lovers, difficult emotionally-challenged people falling in love despite themselves, mutual codependence, conflicted romance, us-against-the-world dynamics, battle couple tropes, characters thinking they can handle casual sex and absolutely failing to avoid feelings, fake relationships complicated by real feelings, character-driven smut. smut-wise my interests range from vanilla to monsterfucking, dubcon always fine but not interested in noncon, and while I tend to play characters who prefer a certain level of control and love it about them I deeply appreciate opportunities to let them be sexually versatile/challenge their sensibilities.
also potentially interested in crosscanon that might scratch similar itches to these relationships, 25+ preferred.
contact: please pm! I keep a pretty small plurk circle in an effort to keep myself from getting too distracted but I'm always happy to add once we're vibing with active cr.
critical role | astrid/caleb, astrid/eadwulf, blumendrei
seeking: caleb and/or eadwulf (critical role: the mighty nein)
preferences/notes: I'd love to play out some complicated astrid/caleb. give it all to me, from codependence to will-they-won't-they that applies just as much to the possibility of hurting each other as it does to fucking. exes who can't shake each other is a trope I'm very into and blumendrei is so extremely up my alley that I side eye liam o'brien. I want to sink my teeth into the interrupted love and familiarity between astrid and caleb, the lingering fondness, the dangerous game of "can I trust you" and "I would hurt you if I needed to," her struggle to go along with caleb's plan and not kill trent, her denied catharsis (that technically gets denied a second time because she's unfortunately just an npc in her canon). I want aus where they reunite earlier in canon or where she's involved in taking trent down again in blumenthal. I want everything from exploring resentments to potential healing to wildly conflicted sex and affection between exes who don't quite know what they'll do with each other but share a bond that shaped them dramatically, one that no one but these three can fully understand. I also want to dig into how she and eadwulf dealt with the loss of bren (and the return of caleb), how they may have learned the full truth about trent's manipulations, what their relationship was like "offscreen" and the depth of their trust in each other and what harrowing adventures they had on their own. absolutely down for three-way threads (and actual threesomes) if both characters can be found.
some things I enjoy, just hoping to attract others into the same things: enemies to lovers, difficult emotionally-challenged people falling in love despite themselves, mutual codependence, conflicted romance, us-against-the-world dynamics, battle couple tropes, characters thinking they can handle casual sex and absolutely failing to avoid feelings, fake relationships complicated by real feelings, character-driven smut. smut-wise my interests range from vanilla to monsterfucking, dubcon always fine but not interested in noncon, and while I tend to play characters who prefer a certain level of control and love it about them I deeply appreciate opportunities to let them be sexually versatile/challenge their sensibilities.
also potentially interested in crosscanon that might scratch similar itches to these relationships, 25+ preferred.
contact: please pm! I keep a pretty small plurk circle in an effort to keep myself from getting too distracted but I'm always happy to add once we're vibing with active cr.